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Emotions 2Emotions running fast and strong, Wondering where I went wrong, The taste of blood on my tounge, The cotton air fills my lung, Choking on too much air, I'm yanking out all my hair, Pacing the floor forth and back, Wishing I could pick up the slack, Wasting the life I've been given. Hoping to see the strength withen, Needing you to help me, Remove all the pain I can see, I'm tired of playing a part, Maybe I'll go and get a new start, As far away from here as I can, Not telling anyone my plan, Leaving you alone in the rain, Knowing it will causEmotions 2
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WastedMy time is wasted in this hell, Hours dripping slowly in this cell, My emotions are wasted on jerks like you, Leaving me feeling empty and blue, No one to have me or to hold, No wonder I'm shivering and cold, My mind is wasted after all these years, My fear is visible through these tears, My arm is trembling with the weight, Of all my unspendable hate, The tension thrumming through my veins, My eyes like steel with all the pains, Thinking thoughts I shouldn't be, My own hit-list begins with me, The pills like candy eat them up, The alcohol sitting in theWasted
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BloodI can taste it in my blood I can feel it in the air The excitement getting me through school Pretending that I don't careBlood
Facing myself each night Knowing I'm not that chick The one who smiles in those tight jeans I'm the one holding the stick
With the glimmer of hope in my eyes The thought now flickers to life I decide to drop the gun I decide to grab the knife
The serrated edge against the skin The chilled blade excites me The burning blood dropping to the floor My vision turns blurry and I can't see
The world fades to
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Blue and BlackThinking on beautiful sights Blue and blcak from all my fights The cooling touch of a summer breeze Slipping into your arms with such ease Ceasing all my thoughts of dying Because of you I'm actually trying Reaching for the highest star Daring I can go that far Sifting through my mostly wicked soul Finding It's not black as coal Realizing there's stuuf that's worth keeping Even though my brain is sleeping Through this transition in my life The truth is sharp as a knife Mom and dad i'm not the same I'm not looking for all the fame Or the money fromBlue and Black
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- Current Residence: AZ
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